Dammit, I am so fucking pathetic. It’s not like I’m never seeing him again, he even said we could hang out this weekend. I just feel like he doesn’t value my friendship at all. He’s got all these other friends he’s always talking to, and he never talks to me anymore unless I start it.

Fucking shit. I am so god damn fucking pathetic.

I couldn’t even enjoy the end of Spaced because I was just getting way too fucking upset over nothing.

Fucking shit, I’m a fucking mess.

I’m gonna end this post before I hate myself even more.